It's been a happening December for me, I bet January will be better! On 12th January, I will be officially classified under Mid 20s. 25 is a ugly number for me. I still feel like a 20. I still have not try many things around the world. Especially sky diving!!! The only dangerous sports on my list. I wish I can live life fuller than today. I will still strive no matter what.
At this time, I will look back at those big events of my life. Did I regret? I will say till now the Only regret is not studying hard enough. I graduated with a 2nd lower class Hons. I could have gotten a 2nd upper. Well, i will try to convince myself, life is more than that. I have a group of wonderful sincere friends, supportive family and a doting bf. I have a complete body with a pleasant face and good health. What more can I ask?! If so, I am damn greed.
My new year resolution will be losing weight and healthier lifestyle. I need to be more active in sports and yoga. Target at 44kg. First, I need a weighing machine. Second, I need a diet plan. Third, I need to stop food after 8pm even though I work late most of the time. Fourth, cut down work hours. Fivth, make use of company Physical Abuse. Sixth, go twice a week for treatment. These points above will get me moving towards my target.
Diet Plan:
Morning- Cereal with Low Fat Milk or low fat yorgert
Afternoon - Soupy food, No meat
Night- an Apple
Target time to end work:
Before 8pm. Reduce stress level so I will not eat alot or craving.
Exercise:
Lunch yoga or kick boxing after work. At least once a week.
Treatment:
Twice at week. Arms, Tummy and Thighs.
Achieved in 2011:
Work at Chanel for experience
Career at Estée Lauder
Completed my Honors
Hong Kong Disneyland
First ZoukOut
A slimmer Michelle towards a wonderful 2012. I hope you did your list too.
xoxo Michelle
1/02/2012 03:01:00 PM
WELCOME TO CHANEL
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An email from
Chanel
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At this moment of my life,
I finally living it.
I am proud of myself.
I am amaze by my abilities.
I am touched by an angel.
I will be starting my dream on 18th July 2011.
a career that takes me somewhere,
somewhere I often dream about.
I still cant believe it.
there is so much I wanna do in life.
yes, career is just a part of it.
but...
No matter how hard I tried.
Family cant never be perfect till present,
thus i seek perfection in other ways.
Even though I know that perfection does not exist.
I always feel that Im alone,
perhaps my heart refuse to accept the fact that I need help at times.
life is different for me as compared to past 3 years.
i need to find back my true self. who i am? what i want in life? identity crisis or career crisis? this questions as been powdering on my mind for the past weeks.
CREATIVE , ACCOUNT SERVICING or MARKETING?
i cant make up my mind. also i had rejected a marketing offer! cause i don't know what i want to do now. nobody can help me now. only the inner self can make the decision for me. money or passion?
I AM STILL IN SEARCH OF ANSWER.
i am tired now.
xoxo Michelle
4/13/2011 05:00:00 PM
Sometimes love is just not enuff.
My concept was chosen for an event but he was too busy to hear.
I had found two lovely dresses but he wasn't there.
I still had the big blue patch my skin but he say it was ok.
I brought everything to look forward to meet him but he can't be bothered.
I miss him but he just think it's normal.
How insignificant,
How unwanted,
How foolish you are.
Well, just let it go n all will be just a nightmare.
xoxo Michelle
12/09/2010 12:28:00 AM
Je t'aime du fond de mon coeur
i thought i could
but my emotion proved the opposite.
i tried
but the insecurity is not secured.
i cried
but i just cant forget.
how can the word come from a decent man?
i cant believe.
i am forced to accept.
i hate this feeling.
eventually i hate money.
for it is cause to my pain.
i wish everything will be over.
how simple life can be?
will you be missing in my pictures?
i need you to know this.
slow down and feel my heartbeat.
i never felt so dull before.
eternality will lead me to the answer.
i pray for that day to come by.
wake me up with surprise and hope.
take me to our lighted path.
before i stray away to faraway land.
i really need to feel alive again.
only your hands does magic.
only your scent calms me down.
reviennent l'amour
xoxo Michelle
10/22/2010 11:58:00 PM
with my pal
its been a long time since i met her. she did not change or rather we are still as close. i can talk to her anything under the sun. she is open to what i said. she can relate my thoughts too. such a joy to chill with her. from classmates to true friends. its been a long time since we grad. we had to grow up to reality. such a shame to work our life away. im glad we made the effort to meet up. i hope your grandma recover soon. life is short. lets work hard so that we will never live our life with regrets. i need to live slow. i felt like i had missed out so much fun. haha. some may say it's worth it. sacrifices one for another. i think it lies on my character. out to win every battle i face. time is precious. a day makes a difference. did i live a fruitful day today?
xoxo Michelle
9/18/2010 12:46:00 AM
RWS + Chanel
Weekends starts with book and ends with book.
But in the mid, i had fun with family at RWS.
My aunt's birthday celebration at HOTEL MICHAEL.
awesome!!!
the interior has a nice mixture of wood and marble.
